urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:anasuicide anasuicide anasuicide 2005-10-28T16:46:27Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:anasuicide:3262 2005-10-28T16:46:27Z 2005-10-28T16:46:27Z ok, heres the deal, my movie is going to be going in a couple months,,, I have got to be thin by then. I know ive been neglecting you guys but honestly a lot of shit has been going on... I really need the support i got before. One is i may act,,, thats enough reason. 2 is I am going to be doing everything else, i am going to produce direct edit etc. no one will pay any attention to me unless i am thin...<br />thanks girls, always think thin urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:anasuicide:3040 2005-09-29T23:43:16Z 2005-09-29T23:43:16Z so, Im watching the simpsons. Its an episode where lisa gets made fun of and goes on an anorexic kcik. I waited for commecial and preomptly threw up dinner. I started crying but didnt turn off the tv. I dont understnad whats happened to me in the past 2 weeks. Ive gotten so much worse with the not eating thing and with crying all the time... anyway, has anyone else seen this episode? what do you think?<br />maddison urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:anasuicide:412 2005-09-05T19:18:08Z 2005-09-05T19:18:22Z i truly look forward to my death. I truly look forward to being skinny, if i live long enough to see it. ana is my addiction, i gave up cutting, i gave up burns, i need something. This is my heroin.<br />friends only