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[28 Oct 2005|12:43pm] |
ok, heres the deal, my movie is going to be going in a couple months,,, I have got to be thin by then. I know ive been neglecting you guys but honestly a lot of shit has been going on... I really need the support i got before. One is i may act,,, thats enough reason. 2 is I am going to be doing everything else, i am going to produce direct edit etc. no one will pay any attention to me unless i am thin... thanks girls, always think thin
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[29 Sep 2005|07:41pm] |
so, Im watching the simpsons. Its an episode where lisa gets made fun of and goes on an anorexic kcik. I waited for commecial and preomptly threw up dinner. I started crying but didnt turn off the tv. I dont understnad whats happened to me in the past 2 weeks. Ive gotten so much worse with the not eating thing and with crying all the time... anyway, has anyone else seen this episode? what do you think? maddison
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[05 Sep 2005|03:16pm] |
i truly look forward to my death. I truly look forward to being skinny, if i live long enough to see it. ana is my addiction, i gave up cutting, i gave up burns, i need something. This is my heroin. friends only
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